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somethingwithturquoise) wrote2023-01-20 05:56 am
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MHA #4; Friday Evening [01/20].
There were a lot of things that led Summer to having the feeling that Annie had been kind of going through some stuff lately. She could probably say that for a couple people, actually, but, when it came to Annie, she liked to think that if something was up, she would let Summer know. That she knew she could come to Summer to talk about whatever, and that Summer would try not to be too judgy, or, if she was, that she would do so in a very loving way. So it was kind of a relief, almost, when sangria did come up at the bar on Wednesday.
Like, she knew it probably wasn't good, if they were sangria'ing over it, but it was good that Annie wanted to talk about it.
So, for the occasion, she actually made not just one but but TWO different sangrias (and fully intended, by the end of the night, to just say fuck it and mix them both together), as well as a little spiced sangria with rum for the squirrels to have their own little sangria moments and forget all about her and Annie's.
And then she just needed an Annie, because otherwise that was a lot of sangria going to waste.
[[ for the super bestie! Sangria night itself is fine for broadcast, but all sangria details are NFB sangria secrets~ ]]
Like, she knew it probably wasn't good, if they were sangria'ing over it, but it was good that Annie wanted to talk about it.
So, for the occasion, she actually made not just one but but TWO different sangrias (and fully intended, by the end of the night, to just say fuck it and mix them both together), as well as a little spiced sangria with rum for the squirrels to have their own little sangria moments and forget all about her and Annie's.
And then she just needed an Annie, because otherwise that was a lot of sangria going to waste.
[[ for the super bestie! Sangria night itself is fine for broadcast, but all sangria details are NFB sangria secrets~ ]]

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Especially when your sangria-pouring bestie was also very multiverse-fluent.
So here was Annie, knocking on the door with the butt of one of the two wine bottles she'd brought -- one red, one white.
Sometimes you needed a sangria refill near the end of the night, and in Annie's experience, you were usually less discerning about what your poured on fruit and called 'sangria' at that point.
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"There you are!" said Summer, as she opened the door, and gestured Annie in, knowing she must be tired from that long trek across the hall, and everything. "Ooh, and you brought reinforcements!"
Which would be worrying if that wasn't just pretty much standard practice, at this point.
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"I figured we might want 'em, just in case," Annie offered, stepping in with a bright smile and a little shrug. "And if we don't get to them, then you have bottles for next time one of your friends goes through some crazy bullshit."
Because yeah, Annie usually knew what it meant when she heard about someone else having sangria. These were absolutely not exclusive to Annie and her own nonsense.
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Who knew? Maybe she might just need to have herself her own sangria night one of these days!
For now, though, it was all about Annie, and Summer cocked her head toward the living room, because Annie definitely knew the drill by now. "I made both a white and a red this time," she offered, with a proud gesture toward the first of a couple of pitchers, no doubt, and the comically large wine glasses they'd be enjoying them from. "So I'm not sure where you want to start."
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That, everyone, was the kind of foresight you earned through having an all-white-and-gold apartment for over a year.
"And how are you?" Annie had plenty of things to talk about regarding herself, of course, but she also had been meaning to check in a little on Summer, too.
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With a shrug.
"I'm good," she said, and that really was the truth of it. "Finally getting to take that party break I keep mentioning, but the wedding and Stark's birthday went smoothly and everyone was very impressed, so the reputation carries on unmarred."
She lifted the now very-full glass to somewhat toast to that before handing it over to Annie, and then going to fill her own glass as she sat down.
"What about you?"
She had the feeling Annie would have much more to report.
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A pause.
"Kind of a month," she concluded, wrinkling her nose a little. Which was also why she'd not gone to New Year's Eve, and why she'd barely been a blip at the Hanukkah party. "You don't happen to remember when I asked you what shape pizza comes in, in this universe, do you?"
Because that whole conversation had been part of why she'd wanted to check in with Summer, too, once she'd really thought about it in hindsight.
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She would just low-key panic about Annie just being so totally over their friendship, or something, but it was way, way easier to just not think about it and tell herself that Annie, like Rey, was just working through some things and would be back whenever she was ready.
Which...here she was. So it was all fine.
"But that was....was that that weekend, when I was that stupid version of me with the perfect life and so nothing weird had ever happened to me and I was in grad school??"
She vaguely remembered a pizza conversation with Annie, but she did have trouble placing it, though there had been a lot of discussions about universes around that time.
"Or maybe that was after?"
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"Okay, that makes sense -- I kinda wondered if you'd been cloned or like, replaced with a robot again," Annie noted, eyes widening. "But that sounds right. You seemed to think it was really fucking weird I was even asking, so."
Whereas like -- any other Wednesday, if Annie rolled up and asked Summer to tell her about what shape pizza came in, she would have fully expected not only to have been questioned a little more on that (because what the hell), but also maybe treated to a story about a universe where pizza ordered and ate people, or something.
"How was that for you?" she wondered, a little concerned still.
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Summer shrugged. "I mean," she said, "it's not like it was the first time I thought I was a different version of me. And that me was exhausting, but at least she never tried to eat my cat."
Which was a...startlingly common thread among Other Summers.
And now Summer was regarding Annie's concern with some of her own.
"But you know I'm used to that kind of thing. I've been dealing with shit like that since I was in high school. Before this one."
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"Yeah, but just because you're used to something or it's happened before doesn't mean it's not all fucked up when it happens again," Annie pointed out. "That kind of thing has to take a toll on you, I'd think."
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And Summer, not noticing any of this, just shrugged her shoulders a little and took a drink. "The first couple of times," she allowed, "maybe, but at a certain point, like, it almost becomes the norm. It's more annoying and an inconvenience than anything else at this point.
"Which is whyyyy," Summer stated, now looking firmly over at Annie, "I have to ask where this concern for my ability to handle something that I've been dealing with for ages is coming from all of a sudden. What's been going on, Annie? I know we're not here to talk about how weird it is that I was actually normal for a weekend."
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Annie took a moment to sip at her sangria, debating where to start with that kind of a prompt. "I mean. That still has to have been weird," she offered. "Being a different version of yourself. Being any version of yourself, besides the one you're used to."
She slanted a look over, hesitant. "Which is not what happened to me, but it's kind of related. But like...okay. So this all involves someone else who actually lives here, who did something kind of really, really wrong, and I'll tell you who, but like...I don't want it to be a thing where that makes it weird for you, if you don't want to know? I can just call them Bob for the sake of the story if you want."
This was less about protecting Wanda's privacy, because she had no doubt at all that Summer would respect that, and more about not wanting to cause issues for Summer if and when Wanda turned up on a Wednesday night again, or was on her shenanigans team this summer.
(That was all kind of hard to picture, honestly, given the last time Annie had seen Wanda, but...she didn't want to rule it out.)
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She knew how she was.
And she returned that slanted look right back at Annie.
"You know I'm going to want to know," she pointed out. "I want to know about everything, An. But....depending on how wrong we're talking about, there's probably a good chance that Bob better stay Bob so that the next time I see Bob, I'm not going to want to just cut a bitch."
Look, Summer and Annie had been through a lot together, and what they hadn't been through together, Summer at least knew that there were way too many things trying to fuck with Annie's shit, and she didn't appreciate any of it, and if Annie was still skirting around an issue with her this much?
Cutting a bitch was probably not even remotely close to enough.
But also, Annie tended to get into this kind of thing with people who could probably pulverize Summer in the blink of an eye, too, so there was also that. That cutting a bitch in this case would just be basically giving them an annoying papercut.
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So Bob it would be, at least to start with.
"So let's say that Bob is a person who has fantastical power -- like, I can't even dream of being able to take Bob on, Bob is real deal -- and Bob also maybe lost something really important to them," Annie started, hedging carefully. "And the only way Bob could get that something back was to...maybe kill a kid. And then maybe manipulate me into going along with it, by not telling me that part. And then maybe possessing me when I caught on and wasn't cool with it, so I...didn't have a choice. Maybe Bob did those kinds of wrong things."
Which was a whole lot less fun than Annie had made it sound on Wednesday, all, 'Tee hee, I was paint!'
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"That," she stated, finally, "is a lot of maybes."
And she was going to start processing some of them with a big old gulp of wine, followed by a frown, and a totally unnecessary, but entirely for the record, "And pretty fucked up."
And then (there was a lot of processing going on here, it was coming out of her in stages, and the frown moves to her eyebrows, creased in sympathy), "I'm so sorry, Annie."
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Which was hastily followed by, "You're the best, not you, but just like -- this is like the third or fourth time someone's taken advantage of me like this. The worst one, sure -- like, no one else has used me like a puppet like she did, but...."
And more drinking, in lieu of finishing that sentence.
Also, Bob was a lady, it turned out, since she had gotten a little loose with her pronouns there.
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"Don't," she stated, "let someone else being an asshole be a reflection of who you are, Annie. You're not an idiot. You're a kind, generous person who likes to see the good in people...no matter how many times people seem intent on proving your wrong. That's not on you. That's on them, and don't you dare start thinking there's something wrong with you when it's everyone else who's fucked up."
Then she was quiet for a moment, topping off her own glass, too, as she reflected a little more on the details and whether or not her kneejerk reaction in reassuring Annie was just that, or a genuine response to the details she was being given.
"You're a good person, Annie Rebecca January Hargreeves," she stated, her conclusion now strong and firm and about to be washed down with another gulp of wine. "It's not your fault everyone else sucks ass."
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"What's the point in finding the good in people when they're just going to exploit that? Wa -- Bob knew what to say to get me to go along with this, because she knows I'm a good person, and I'd help with her problem. When does that just become a weakness, Summer?"
What was the use in finding the good in people when they were just going to turn around and insist on ignoring that supposed goodness?
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She sent over a sympathetic smile.
"And he doesn't even need mind control or possession or whatever to do it."
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A pause to sip, and she added, "Besides, he's like a multiverse champ, right? You say no, you're probably just gonna end up with an Alternate Universe Grampa Rick fucking your day up in retaliation, right?"
Which sucked in its own right, really.
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Eyyyyy, never pass up a chance for a username drop, folks!
Summer, who at this point, was gesticulating a lot throughout all of that and making the reason for the color of her couch very clear, took a sip before it was too late.
"But you're right," she said, with an air of conclusion, "he is still my grandfather, even if he's not my real grandfather, he's still a version of him, and if he did sincerely come to me for help, then, yes, I'd still probably help him. Do you think that makes me an idiot?"
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How awful to think that you could just step into the life of another version of you. What was the point of anything, really, if it was like that?
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She took a drink.
"Or just replace me with a robot again."
Another drink.
"Or just make a clone of me like he did my mom."
Another.
"Or just decide he never needed me in the first place. There's just as many Ricks out there without a Summer as there are Ricks with one. So, ultimately, it doesn't matter whether I say yes or I say no, because he can always just find a Summer who will say yes. So at least I know if I do say yes, then I at least get to be the Summer that matters."
And, with that, Summer was definitely ready for a refill.
"I think," she added, as she poured, "that's straying a little off the topic, though. If I'm not an idiot for not saying no, then you're definitely not one, either."
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But -- Annie also knew very well that people not taking her advice was a sore point with Summer, and she got that, so she also gave her a firm (as firm as she could) nod in agreement. "So maybe neither of us is an idiot. Maybe just people suck and it's a matter of...looking out for that suckiness. No matter how sad it is they want to get down with their nemesis or that they lost their kids across the universe, or whatever."
Just, like. A random example.
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"People lose kids across the universe," give or take! She was using the term very metaphorically and specifically!, "all the time, but it takes a special kind of asshole to make it other people's problems."
She huffed, slightly, because all of this really was starting to blur a little with her own hang-ups, and she felt like that was blinding her a little to the details of Annie's particular case.
"It really sucks," she said, measured and slow, looking down into her cup to focus better, "that this Bob character took advantage of you like that, Annie. And if I ever see this Bob," who she was definitely going to start trying to figure out who it was when the make sure Annie is okay part of all this was taken care, and she looked over at Annie now as if to check if she was still doing okay, "it's going to be real hard to not just want to punch her right in the face. And it sucks that there are so many people out there who see you and your kindness and see it as something that can be used and manipulated, and I want to punch all them in the face, too. Or at least," she sent a faint grin over, since she had receipts to back this one up, "troll them mercilessly on the internet. But I love that you're so kind and such a good person, Annie, and I love you, and you're one of the strongest people I know. The fact that you've been through as much shit as you have and you still care and you still want to help people, who so don't even deserve even a fraction of your kindness? That's really admirable. I know it probably feels like weakness right now, but it really isn't."
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Annie was mostly considering her glass as Summer spoke, maybe blinking away the occasional bleariness, but it was obvious the words were having an impact.
"If it helps," she offered after a moment of quiet, "someone already punched her in the face. The kid she wanted to sacrifice, actually."
And it had broken Annie's mind control, on top of being incredibly fucking satisfying.
"But I know you're right, and I don't think -- like, I don't think I could even be less like that if I tried," she noted, snorting out a little laugh. "I mean, I can keep my eyes open and I can be a little less dumb about trusting people at their word, and I went and got my ass a Supe-friendly therapist for exactly that, 'cause like...I know this is bred into me, and there's a better way, I'm sure of it."
Because yeah, there was a difference between helping people and allowing yourself to be repeatedly bamboozled by, say, a guy who thought a sad story about Pizza Rolls made a compelling argument for drug abuse and the murder of dozens of innocents.
"But like, that's what I love about you," she noted, wide-eyed and gesticulating a bit herself now. "You don't take people's shit! You call people out on being, like, 'nice guys' or assholes or selfish or whatever! And it's fucking amazing."
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It was pretty awesome, wasn't it?
So she was just going to take thay, thank you, and revel in it and preen a little bit before snorting.
"I guess," she groused, "I can't feel too bad about not getting to do the punching if it was the kid she was sacrificing who got to do it. Like, Jesus Christ, who even does that?"
*cough*Ricks*cough*
The level of people here who gave her certain gross Rick vibes lately was too damn high.
"I'm glad you found a good therapist, though," she said. "Sangria nights are awesome and needed, but they are ko substitution for proper mental health care. Dr. Wong has literally changed my life. Maybe 'Bo~o~ob' should have tried a licenced professional over manipulating people and sacrificing other people's children, too, you know?"
And here she thought turning yourself into a pickle to avoid proper therapy had been extreme....yeesh.
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The glowy, flying lady had been no treat, either, but Strange had been kind of awful to deal with. Especially since --
"Correction," Annie noted, swallowing some sangria. "Zombie wizard. But yeah, you're right -- ol' Bob should have probably looked for a good someone to talk to before...any of this."
The thing was, she had, of course. But the Darkhold made a fucking bad therapist.
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"Ohmygooooood, Annie!" said Summer, snorting just a little as, oh, look at that, another refill! And she held out the pitcher to Annie to see if she was in need of more, too. "Phrasing! You are a married woman now!"
But thank you for that, actually. Summer really appreciated conversations that could go from sacrificing children to her bestie taking on all the superpowered prehensile dicks in the multiverse in two-point-five seconds.
Then her nose wrinkled. "Why does zombie wizard actually make it sound that much more worse? Like, wizard didn't make you feel special enough, we gotta go and be undead, too? C'mon."
Then she sighed a little, looking over at Annie with a faint smile. "I'm glad you're okay, though," she added. "I mean, mostly, besides the trauma. I swear, girl, you're like a cockroach, you can survive anything this bullshit multiverse tries to throw at you. And look totally hot doing it."
She made a muffled sound as another thought hit her with her next drink.
"Not to say," she added quickly, wiping her mouth a little from the sangria that tried to escape before she gulped it down, "that cockroaches are hot. Two separate thoughts, there."
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Made sense, right? Totally.
"Also!" Annie added, feeling a whole lot better -- one part bestie-talk power-ups, one part being hungover tomorrow. "I'll have you know Diego has met the prehensile dick twice. I've only met that guy once! And with my husband!"
Fiancé at the time, whatever.
"Terrible superpower, though," she murmured, saying it half into her glass. "Just terrible."
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PASS.
It didn't help that most Summers tried to kill each other, and that just seemed like a recipe for a straight up aneurism.
"Well, I don't know about that," said Summer. "There are definitely a lot worse superpowers, and I think....wait, no. It depends. Did he have, like, full control over it? Or was it like a thing where it pretty much had a mind of its own? Because one of those could be potentially awesome, and the other is an actual literal nightmare. It's one of those things, too, where it's like, okay, yes, terrible compared to being able to, like, control electricity or fly or be invisible, but, the real question is: is a superpower dick still better than no superpower at all?"
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That, right there, was an actual nightmare. Imagine being able to see with one's genitals.
"I met him at the orgy over the summer, before I quit." OBVIOUSLY. "And I dunno, Summer. I kinda feel like no superpowers is better than having a dick that can grab people."
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"Also," she added, "if I had a massive prehensile dick that I could control and possibly be able to see out of? Like, I'd be a shoe-in for some major advancements in gynecological studies."
And therein was the difference, between Summer Smith and...that guy. Because she would absolutely be using her prehensile dick for good and not...
Okay, she probably would grab people with it, too, but, like, only if they were into that.
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Yeah, Annie was officially drunk.
"But look at that," Annie noted, all fond and headtilty at Summer. "Look at you, finding a way to use the dick powers for good. Next you'll come up with a plan for the guy with the acid vomit."
Maybe he had the worst superpowers, actually.
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But you needed the disgusting anatomy moment, the lol paint moments, the turning into a pickle moments. Because otherwise you'd go fucking insane.
"Acid vomit, huh?" she said. "That one does seem a little trickier to sell...but for some reason, my mind keeps going to, like, demolition? Or, like, strategic construction. Like, I don't know, this is me assuming it's corrosive enough to melt through, like, fucking I-beams and shit. If it's just, like, bleeeegh," yes, she needed to act out the gagging and puking all over something, "oops, burned your skin a bit, that is a pretty lame super power, but if it's all bleeeegh, oh, look at that, it's eating away flesh and bone, this could actually be a really interesting solution for waste removal, or something!"
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And with that helpful bit of information, Annie tapped her nose, then pointed at Summer, as though conveying something important. "He's one of the reasons I'm in therapy! He's not, like, Bob, but there's a great example of someone I never should've trusted but did because I'm dumb and nice and believe people about sad things."
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Which was not going to help her with the Wanda problem, but honestly -- it was so much more common that some nice-guy asshole got in Annie's way than for one of her actual friends to go through something horrific and take Annie down with her, really.