Summer Smith (
somethingwithturquoise) wrote2025-04-20 08:11 am
MHA #4 Sunday Afternoon [04/20].
So, Thursday had obviously sucked, and so had the entire lead-up as a squirrel and the revelation that had sent all of that into motion in the first place, and Summer was still feeling pretty shitty about it all. But she had two things going for her that was making her feel like things might be on the upswing again now that all the gross stuff was over.
One, as far as she could tell, she actually didn't have any kids showing up this weekend, thank god.
And two, today was the Holiest of Holy Days.
No, not Easter, you weirdos, or even the end of Passover, but, obviously, it was 4/20, and Summer wasn't going to let that pass her by no matter how much of a funk recent events had put her into.
She did feel kind of lame, just spending it at home with her cat, but at least she wasn't still a squirrel for it this year. Also, she considered hitting up some of her friends back home to hang for it, but that meant going back home, and she didn't really want to deal with people right now if she could help it, so at home with her cat it was. Which was fine. Pancakes was going to be significantly less annoying company than, say, Tricia. Not to mention, if her dad found out she was home during Easter and didn't even stop by? She's never hear the end of it.
Once she started considering how the real person to party with on this Holiest of Holy Day was Rick, well, yeah, that solidified it, this year really was best celebrated very chill, very low-key, very much not engaging with the most toxic member of your family post-break---
"Ohmygod," Summer realized, almost at the exact moment she had first toked up that afternoon, and immediately pulled up the GoTron Summers discord. "Why am I not getting high with myself right now??"
God, that could be a disaster, too, but at the same time, the fact that the discord started lighting up with several different dimensional version of her having the exact same thought at that exact moment at least made her feel a little less alone.
[[ open! albeit with a 'yes it's a holiday so of course i'm going to be suffering at work' slowness caveat ]]
One, as far as she could tell, she actually didn't have any kids showing up this weekend, thank god.
And two, today was the Holiest of Holy Days.
No, not Easter, you weirdos, or even the end of Passover, but, obviously, it was 4/20, and Summer wasn't going to let that pass her by no matter how much of a funk recent events had put her into.
She did feel kind of lame, just spending it at home with her cat, but at least she wasn't still a squirrel for it this year. Also, she considered hitting up some of her friends back home to hang for it, but that meant going back home, and she didn't really want to deal with people right now if she could help it, so at home with her cat it was. Which was fine. Pancakes was going to be significantly less annoying company than, say, Tricia. Not to mention, if her dad found out she was home during Easter and didn't even stop by? She's never hear the end of it.
Once she started considering how the real person to party with on this Holiest of Holy Day was Rick, well, yeah, that solidified it, this year really was best celebrated very chill, very low-key, very much not engaging with the most toxic member of your family post-break---
"Ohmygod," Summer realized, almost at the exact moment she had first toked up that afternoon, and immediately pulled up the GoTron Summers discord. "Why am I not getting high with myself right now??"
God, that could be a disaster, too, but at the same time, the fact that the discord started lighting up with several different dimensional version of her having the exact same thought at that exact moment at least made her feel a little less alone.
[[ open! albeit with a 'yes it's a holiday so of course i'm going to be suffering at work' slowness caveat ]]

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He'd made brownies because he'd always planned on making brownies for today. He'd just thought they'd be shared. Maybe they still would be but it wasn't the same and he was trying very hard not to be weird about any of it. He'd promised a long time ago he would do his best not to be weird about any of it.
He would have just brought them downstairs, before, but now he wasn't sure if that was the sort of thing he should be doing. So he sent a text instead because that seemed safer. Easier.
are you home I made brownies for today for you I can just leave them outside the door if you want
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And then let out a huuuuuge breath of relief when it didn't reveal that some kid had stolen his phone or something like that.
Well, she could imagine Cass doing that and doing a good impression of Stark via text, but she felt they were pretty clear in that regard.
Which she knew had to be doing an extra rough job on him (talk about shitty timing, right?), and that was among many different thoughts and feelings she had when reading the message.
u made brownies for today? Really?
Yes, Summer, you could read the words right there.
u don't have to just leave em at the door if u don't want to. Or even share them if you don't want to.
A pause, before she add:
what do u want to do with them?
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Then: i am going to sleep for a MONTH or possibly the rest of my LIFE but i think were getting somewhere.
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think aboutobsess aboutworry aboutgenerally spiral over. Timing was never on his side, was it?i made brownies because i know it's your favorite day and they have chocolate eggs on top and I was going to make them before so I thought I still would and they're meant to be shared or given away i don't want to eat them alone
He was babbling and he knew it. Oh well. There would probably be a lot of that in the coming days.
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the rest of your life might not even be a month! 😘😘😘
but srsly that sounds dope as hell man
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She felt another tug of guilt in her chest, peeked into the discord, and then responded:
u should definitely not eat them alone
Come on down. I'm making plans with some other summers right now but they're taking forever to make even a single decision and if there's anyone who can appreciate a little pre-festivities pre-game it'll be a bunch of mes
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thanks. and a not-sarcastic thanks after that. early heart attacks dont run in my family so i think i got time.
Weird thing to say, said his brain.
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i'll be there soon
Trying not to think about times he'd bolted down the stairs to burst through Summer's door for a variety of reasons he made his way down there slowly. He was trying not to overthink in general but it came so naturally.
He knocked on the door hesitantly, other arm wrapped around the pan of brownies.
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Summer breathed out and reminded herself that the awkwardness should go down at least a little once the drugs she took in the meantime started to kick in, but for now, she was opening the door and stepping back so Stark could come in.
"Heyyyyyy," she said. "Thanks for making the brownies, that was really cool of you."
Another awkward beat before she asked, "Are they...'holiday-specific,' too?"
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"H-, hello, Summer."
The 'hi' almost came out before he thought better of it. Maybe it would reappear eventually.
"I know you like them. And, yes. Your holiday. And the rabbit. See, chocolate eggs?" In pastel colors!
"The other...I had it, already, before..."
He'd been planning this. Planning more than this. Maybe he ought to stop planning.
"So. Yes. Brownies for both holidays today." He wasn't aware it was the end of Passover but brownies weren't really appropriate for that anyway.
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What? Like she would ever get tired of that joke? Especially today, of all days?
got any more? Or did you come in here just to be a big fat musical cocktease?
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It really was much easier when you could just blow up your ex or abandon him in an apocalypse....
"Well," she said, "they sound awesome, thank you. And obviously you'll have to have some with me."
Her first inclination was to head to thr couch, but she seemed to redirect toward the kitchen. "Let's grab some napkins, maybe something to drink?"
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He was still kind of coming down from it.
but your enthusiasm is appreciated, even if i probs damaged ur vulnerable five-year-old eardrums.
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No, Summer, not quite, you still had a couple months to go for that, but okay.
but close enough i guess. Bummer tho! I'm hanging out with a bunch of other Summers right now and wanted to show them how much cooler and more talented my friends are compared to theirs
And guess how many of those Summers right now were also tapping away at their phones. Go on. Guess!
how long do u think it'll be? Until the NEW ALBUM is ready??
And yes. She did have to do that emphasis, thank you.
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And finally noticed the calendar.
aw poodoo i caught you on the day didnt i.
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yeah 😏😏😏
its all good tho! Ur way more interesting to talk to than half these bitches anyway
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glad to be more interesting than 50 percent of bitches. i'm gonna cherish that one for the rest of my life.
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"I wasn't sure," he said softly, following her to the kitchen, "if you'd want my company or not. For this. Or..."
Or for anything. He had no idea how any of this was meant to go. "Drinks are good. Please. And...they might be strong, the brownies. I'm not sure. I didn't try any yet." That didn't need to be said since they were clearly not cut into yet but he said it anyway.
"But I'm glad. You want my company, at least for a while. I haven't had any, myself."
Yes, that meant no kids. Congrats, Summer, on not having your gross ginger children reappear?
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Seriously, now! But she snort-laughed enough to quirk a few other eye rows and found herself quickly adding:
I'm sorry! But u just make it so eaaaaaassssyyyyy. I know you're not that old
Wait for it.
SIX months my baaaaaad
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Jack took a swig from his water bottle and contemplated just keeping up this shit-flinging fest until Summer got so baked it went into a whole other funny register.
Well, okay, his bandmates would probably smack him...
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And while she was pretty sure it was probably best that those gross ginger children hadn't shown up for Stark, either (did you really need that salt in the wound, James?), she gave him a sympathetic sort of smile. She knew how much these weekend typically meant to him, so maybe it falling on today was also a good idea.
However, it would be interesting dancing around him not staying too long, else the timeline between threads be paradoxical.
But hey! Maybe he made them so strong, they'd just zonk him out soon enough and she'd just tuck him in under a blanket on the couch before meeting up with the other Summers!
She pulled out a knife from a drawer to hand it over to him before getting glasses.
"Anything in particular to drink? Milk goes pretty good with brownies, right?"
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"I think it does?" Stark shrugged. "Unless something else is traditional on your holiday? But we could start with milk. And brownies."
Brownies he was cutting a bit too large, honestly, but he had neglected to really eat any real food yet today. Oops?
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o yeah? Where'd u learn that from? An issue of readers digest with the large print? Maybe a Facebook meme from someone's aunt?
Kindly ignore that she actually was someone's aunt, shh.
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sorry for getting my info somewhere other than 5 sec tiktoks, guess thats on me for having an actual attention span.
Another sip of water. Yeah, he should probably get back in there for the last few takes after he finished this bottle...
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She noticed the size he was cutting and decided to add small plates to their whole set-up, too, and once that was all done? She looked at him and lifted her brows, maybe a little hopefully.
"Couch?"
It felt a little like a gauge, a barometer, to measure just how off things might have gone now.
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I'm sorry I forgot what we were talking about
....the thing was, that might actually be a genuine response today and not just a snide retort.
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Stark frowned, opened his mouth, hesitated, closed his mouth, and finally nodded.
"All right..."
He wouldn't have suggested it. He was exceedingly fond of that couch. He had wonderful memories of that couch. But that couch was also the place where everything had started.
"We can sit on the couch."
He'd just be perched awkwardly at one end of it like he might need to flee at any moment. You know, like the real old days.
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"I mean," she hedged, "we don't have to. I've got a perfectly good floor, too. Or balcony."
And thank god the premeditated drugs she took before he came over hadn't kicked in enough for her to add or bed to that.
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"No. No. The couch is fine. Your couch is...I like your couch. It's... the couch is good."
The couch just figured heavily in a lot of memories he was trying not to focus on right now! But maybe it was better to try for new ones.
And if she'd said bed he might have just combusted right there from conflicted and confused feelings.
"We can sit on the couch. And have our brownies. And milk. And... it will be fine."
Right?
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Well. He needed the chill more now than ever right now, and Summer hoped, for his sake, that he really did make these brownies potent as fuck.
"It will be fine," Summer said, nodding firmly, and giving him a smile, that grew a little as she shrugged. "It's illegal for things to be Not Fine on 4/20, you know."
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At least a little bit.
He hoped the brownies were very potent too. That had been the goal. Even if he hadn't ended up eating any of them he wanted them to be good and strong. Of course, if he hadn't, he was with the right person to provide something additional. Right?
"I didn't know there were laws about that," he said with a ghost of an answering smile. "That's good to know. Thank you."
Two extra large brownies on plates in his hands he nodded towards the living room. "Wouldn't want to not to be fine, for your holiday."